Love
06-07-14
Why do I still write,
About love?
When I don’t even,
Believe in it?
Maybe, because it’s so easy…
Maybe, it gives me reason to write…
Maybe, it lets me express myself…
Maybe, it gives me hope…
To be honest,
I don’t know,
I find it cliché,
And overrated, but…
I guess it gives me hope,
I mean that’s really all,
I’ve got,
Left…
In the Shadows
06-08-14
You do not hear me,
You do not see me,
You do not know me,
For I am in the shadows
But why would you?
I’m so useless,
Just a piece of garbage,
Blowing in the wind…
No direction,
No path,
Just blowing,
In the wind…
In the shadows,
It is quiet,
For none can speak or wish not to,
We are volunteer mutes…
We have much to say,
But none to listen…
Why waste our breath?
For we’re just a waste of space…
In the shadows,
It is darkness…
For we close our eyes and wish for light.
We sew our eyes, to shut out the looks…
We turn away,
For we are ashamed…
We are tainted,
Our beauty is not divine, for we are scarred…
In the shadows,
There is stupidity,
Not that we lack intelligence,
But that none know us…
Easily forgotten and overlooked,
Our minds are full of creativity…
Yet we are forsaken,
Our ideas creative, but not attractive…
You do not hear me,
You do not see me,
You do not know me,
For I am in the shadows…
The Past
06-08-14
Sometimes life gets rough,
And we do things we’re ashamed of…
Each one of us is a diamond in the rough,
For what we’ve done in the past…
This shame builds,
It grows like a cancer,
It sets in our hearts,
Our hearts grow heavy…
I’m ashamed,
I’m to blame,
What have I done?
I don’t want to think about it!
I want to change,
Erase the words,
Burn the page,
Leave no trace of it!
How do I undo what’s done?
How do I overcome?
How can I change the past?
I want to put this shame away!
This pain,
This shame,
Is too much…
I just want to change!
How could I change so?
How could I become what I’ve become?
Why’d I let it get the best of me?
My heart bleeds from it!
I’m ashamed,
I’m to blame,
What have I done?
I don’t want to think about it!
I want to change,
Erase the words,
Burn the page,
Leave no trace of it!
How do I undo what’s done?
How do I overcome?
How can I change the past?
I want to put this shame away!
Growing Old
06-08-14
A single day passes without seeing you,
It hurts…
No matter that you don’t care about me,
Seeing you is good enough…
I want to be with you,
I want to be the one whose shoulder you cry on,
I want to hold you close,
I want to be dear to you…
A thousand years,
Isn’t long enough,
Especially with you,
Not long at all…
Growing old with you,
Would be a dream.
I want to be there,
Till the end.
I want to hold you,
In my arms,
At your final moments,
I want to to be looking in your eyes as you draw your last breath…
No matter when,
Just as long,
That I’m with you,
At the end…
No one should die alone,
And I’ll make sure that you don’t,
I’ll be there when you do,
With you in my arms…
I want a thousand years to pass,
With you by my side.
No matter the season,
I’ll be there…
I shall not hide,
When you die…
Holding you close,
In my arms, looking in your eyes…
I want to hold you,
In my arms,
At your final moments,
I want to be looking in your eyes as you draw your last breath…
06-09-14
If you’re going insane,
Let me help.
Hear my voice,
Just listen.
If it’s not working,
If you can’t gain control,
Just take it out on me,
For the sake of you!
Hit me if you need to!
Scream if it helps!
Unleash it on me!
For the sake of you!
Don’t worry about me,
I don’t mind.
I can’t be anymore broken anyway…
For the sake of you!
If it’s not working,
If you can’t gain control,
Just take it out on me,
For the sake of you!
Break me if you have to!
Yell if it helps!
Just let it go!
For the sake of you!
Don’t give up,
Don’t throw it all away,
It’s not worth it,
It’s not over…
If you’re going insane,
Let me help.
Hear my voice,
Just listen…
Devastate me if you need!
Shout in my face!
Snap on me!
For the sake of you!
I don't know why I even bother posting this stuff, it's just going to go unread...Heck why do I still write this garbage?
Edited by Neyo Wargear, 09 June 2014 - 05:26 AM.